Same Script, Different Casts

Annoying, annoying, annoying. That’s probably the only word that describes you.

Oh, I am finally reading again.
I do not know why, but after reading the Twilight saga, I sort of stopped reading for awhile. Even if i did, i’d only read a few pages and then I’d halt. I wonder why… Well, whatever it is, I’ve gotten into my reading habit once more. It’s all that matters. HAPPY.

I’m done with Dorothy Koomson’s The Chocolate Run. It’s a good read, i suppose. However, I’m getting a little sick of the fact that most of Dorothy’s books consists of a broken marriage or a broken relationship, somewhere. Other than that, it’s nice to read, really (Oh what a boring way to describe a good book. But that’s not the point). The plot was pretty interesting.

Oh, I want to get Paulo Coelho’s Eleven Minutes so bad. The last time I saw it at Times Bookstore, I read the first page and he (Paulo) totally made me fall in love with this work of his. It’s a good thing Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Gong Xi Fa Cai, Hangbao na lai? Hahaha! Although i dont celebrate it, i still get hangbaos. So yes, I’m going to spend my CNY money solely on new books.

Alright, this post is getting really mundane. But that pretty much sums up my life for now. Boring. But blissful, in so many ways.

Hmm. It’s yet to begin and I’m already wondering if i made the wrong decision.

I hope not. Damn.

Just a thought

Time doesnt heal. It only makes you forget, what with all the new things and new people coming into your life. At the end of the day, it still hurts when you revisit the past sometimes.

My question is,

why does everyone keep thinking that? hmm…

Everybody’s got a drug dealer on speed dial

I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame;
I’d even cut my hair and change my name.

KIDDING.

pictures of you, pictures of me

Okay, i know you’re probably thinking,”Haiyo… Change again?”
Hahaha… But i decided to go back to this blogskin. Pretty much prefer this to my previous one.

I am having menses cramps right now. And it’s hurting so F bad.. AHH. I hate periods. Who doesnt, right? Not only do they cause trouble, they also cause pain sometimes! And pains that can be so excruciating all you can do is lie on your bed and wonder when it’s gonna end. Ok la, exaggerated. Plus you can always take pain-killers.. But still.

Then again, it’s not as if I have a choice of running away from it. Sigh. Besides they are what that allow us to become a Mom in the future. Hence I shall stop complaining.

Oh, currently my favorite teevee shows (besides Gossip Girl and 90210) are Grey’s Anatomy and Private Practice. Haha! I find the hospital/clinic dramas very interesting… I dont know. It’s just amazing to see them saving people’s lives and not giving up on people no matter how hopeless the case may seem like. They potray the meaning of hope very well. Doctors/nurses are amazing people. I want to marry a doctor someday.

I feel like posting something but I don’t have anything to post about! Except maybe for the two dreams that I had which made me quite scared. Aiya! Everytime you’re in my dreams, it always turns out as a nightmare. Sheesh.

Random pictures.

HAHA. Plain euphoria. Look at that face la…

Goodness. Whats with the skirt. All orange and huge… HAHA. Fashion disaster la! Tsktsk.

I honestly think i look like a boy here. Sad case.

Talk about classic.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. The “peace” sign used to be the “in thing”… LOL. Those were the days…

Uhm. Unglam. Okay fine, you can laugh all you want. BFF and I look purely retarded here. Especially me. Whats with those big eyes man? Haiyoyo! It’s okay though. It’s all in the PAST… Cos we look much much much better now.

We’ve grown. Woohoo.

A totally unglam shot of me and my dear Narisa Amira.

That was THEN.

And this is NOW.

=D

Oh, in the next photo im going to upload, BFF, Peck Joon, and I wanted to imitate this groupd of china dancers doing arm trajectories. Inspired by the fact that the were deaft and were able to coordinate so well, we decided to try ourself. So ya, it was supposed to look like this, right?

End up, ours looked like this:

HAHA. It’s not even close la! What the hell!!! Hahahahaha. I should’ve stood behind peckjoon instead of BFF. As you can see, my arms were too short to be seen. This is what happens when you have short arms. Lol. Good try though. Hahahahahaha.

Okay la. That’s it for now.

Later!!!

Diamonds are a girl’s bestfriend.

Even the fake ones. Hahaha!

So okay, went to Sembawang Shopping Centre with BFF yesterday. I decided that since I have to wait till September (oh dear…) for my contract to end in order to change my phone, that my phone needed a DIY “makeover”. Seriously though. Small parts of the skin (whatever you call it. Lol) is kinda, torn off. And it irritates me. It’s sucha pain seeing my phone that way!

Hence, I visited Daiso to get those diamond stickers for my phone’s make over. Heehee. They’re baby pink in color, of course.

BFF helping me with the “diamond” stickers.

I did the below half, and it turned out slightly retarded. Really, sometimes i wonder if there is anything at all I can do without the thing turning out retardish or whatever. Sigh. Hahahaha. Speaking of which, i do not know why, but i cant seem to play the first “solo” for Shalom’s 2nd movement. It just creeps me out. No idea why. I find myself so weird sometimes. Like retarded like that! Hahaa! I’m so totally going to ask Siying to play with me. Eh wait, that doesnt mean you can start calling me retarded or anything ar! Hahaha.

Moving on.

So after hours (okay la, exaggerated. It took us minutes, actually. Which is why it didnt turn out that perfect. HAHA. oh well. Nothing is perfect in this world anyway), the whole “makeover” was finally done. And tada! My phone is all pinky and diamonty and glittery and shiny! YAY! Very happy.

Pardon the bad photography skills. My hands were shaking. LOL. You see what i mean!!!

Works well with my Gucci wallet. I really regret not buying the hot pink one. Haiyo. The baby pink color makes my wallet look old or something. but it’s still very much loved by me. So it’s okay.

Okay, i’m currently obsessing over David Archuleta again. HAHAHA. Cannot help it la. He’s damn cute. Plus he’s short. Suitable height for me. HAHAHAHAHA. And ohmygoodness. He’s so damn humble! And his voice… you can seriously like, sense his sincerity. AND HE IS ONLY 19… I shall fly there and find him to get him to marry me. HA! Riiigghhhttt…

You should totally see this video of him. The way he shiver after his performance. Hahaha! How adorable!!!

Haha. You see, this is what happens when you get out of love. *sings I’m All Out of Love by Air Supply*

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DINAH. You really are one of the most remarkable people that have walked into my life. Thank you for being there. You know I love you.

Xoxo, Nisa

<3

Autumn leaves

Spent all your time waiting for that second chance for the break that will make it ok.
There’s always some reason to feel not good enough; and it’s hard at the end of the day.
The storm keeps twisting; you keep building the lies that you make up for all that you lack.
It makes no difference at all, escaping one last time.

It’s easier to believe.

You’re in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here.

i’ll miss you love

Well well, what can I say? Everyone’s blogging about their results. Haha.. I did fairly well, alhamdullillah. It was way better than I expected. I thought I was going to get an L1R5 of above 20 la! Hahaha.. But after everything (after deduction of bonus points), I got an L1R4 of 12, and an L1R5 of 16, with 2 Distinctions. Okay la, damn pathetic compared to all those straight-A students. Plus I honestly think I could’ve done better. Hence, slight disappointment there.

However, I am especially HAPPY with my mathematics. I’ve been getting a D7 since my Sec 4 life started (or was it Sec 3?), but apparently, I got a B3 for my O Levels Mathematics. HAHAHA!!! Funny or what?! Yay me! *Claps hands* Thank you, Mdm Ng, my tuition teacher Mr Reza, and whoever who created Ten Year Series. You were all of great help. THANK YOU. <3

Oh, and not forgetting POA. I got a B4. HA!!! I was totally confident that Iwas going to fail that paper, because while doing it, I was going to cry. Seriously though. But I passed. And it’s not even a C. HAHA! I hope Miss Liem is happy about it, since I was one of her weakest links.

Alright, moving on!

Yeah, finally collected my $150 cheque, the one I got from the Good Leadership Bursary award or something. Shopping, here i come!!! It’s been soooo long since I shopped la. This is what happens when you get too lazy to even go out.

Oh, my favourite Desperate Housewife’s on teevee noww. meanwhile, here’s something funny. I know it’s so last season, but whatever. Hahahaha.

<3

natural selection

Anyone who says looks doesnt matter is lying.
Looks are important- if they weren’t, we wouldn’t be spending so much time
dressing up, or slathering on make-up, or fixing our hair;
we all just happen to find different things attractive.

three more days to results.
I’m dying here.
Help (!!!)

Breaking Dawn

And when you feel the wall cannot be burned,
You’re gonna die to try what can’t be done.

I am leading my life aimlessly. Life is so damn boring. Everyday, all I ever do is laze around at home, house chores, watch teevee, eat, sleep, and have pimples growing on my face (ha!). I’m even too lazy to go out la! Haha. Is that a good sign? Probably is. Saves alot of money and energy. Ha ha ha.. I miss school (although I know I would think otherwise once it starts again). Now that the release of our Os results are near, I cant help but to ponder on “what-ifs”.

Because after receiving my June Mother Tongue paper results (in which I got a stupid B3 when i expected something much better), I’ve developed a sense of paranoia about receiving results since. Atychiphobia. Yes, that’s it. Seriously though. And it’s worst to think now that there wont be a second chance anymore. Im hoping this and that from myself, but the question is, can I even reach the least of my expectations?

Conclusion: I shall not keep my hopes too high.

I am TOTALLY mad at myself for being too lazy to apply and audition for DSA in July. Baka*! (Okay la, exaggerated.)

Oh, I just realized that after reading the Twilight saga, it’s hard for any other author to keep me interested in their books like how Stephenie Meyer did. I’ve tried reading other books, but I find myself going back to Breaking Dawn; the best book in the whole saga. From my perpectives anyway. Hahaha.

I heard that initially, they wanted Orlando Bloom to play Edward Cullen in Twilight. Thank god they didnt. I mean, seriously. Just look at him.

I cant imagine him being a vampire! Ya, he’s handsome and stuff… But he cant look scary, and yet charming at the same time like how Robert Pattinson can. Plus he’s old!!! Okay, not that old, but he cant play a 17-year-old boy. -.-’ So we should all be thankful that Pattinson played Edward Cullen. People should really stop complaining that he’s ugly.

Dont blame me that I’m talking about Twilight and my Edward all over again. It’s not my fault that I dont have a life now. HAHA.

Life is so boring that I’m addicted to playing Diner Dash and Penguin Diner.
DAMN SAD. AHAHHAHA.

I have a confession to make:
Honestly, I’ve lost almost all of my confidence in playing my clarinet in front of Mr Tan. Seriously though. No idea why. Probably because I think -okay, i know- I suck now and it’s so damn demoralizing, especially since I’m playing the 1st line and solos. This is shit.

*Baka = idiot, in japanese.

flightless bird

And yet, to say the truth,
reason and love keep little company together nowadays.

William Shakespeare
A Midsummer Night’s Dream
Act III, Scene i