Monday Blues

Well, one thing’s for sure; they totally do not get along well with tutorials.

I am taking what seems like forever to finish up my GP comprehension, despite the passage being an interesting one regarding human beings’ intelligence. Plus I still have Malay film summary (Zzz) and Human Geography’s Demographic Model Transition Geofile tutorial to do. To make things worst, this geofile tutorial has a super looonngg passage that doesnt seem appealing enough for anyone to read. Like, AT ALL. I guess it’s just Monday night, and I dont feel like thinking. But I’ve got no choice. ):

Ha ha ha, blame it on the day.

But, I realize I’m loving school again, after 4 weeks of complaining of how short the June holidays felt like. Geography will be different without Ms Tang ):, but I am determined to continue doing well and strive for an A. (: OH, apparently, the malay trip or whatever you call it will be carried out at the end of the year. One thing’s for sure, if Diana’s not going, then neither am I. I will find whatever valid reason there is to get away from this. I can’t imagine a Malay trip without Diana. Exactly WHO can I really really hang out with? So yes, let’s just hope Diana can make it for the trip. Not that I mind missing it. It’s one of the last thing that I want to do anyway. Hahahaha.

And I realize how much I miss someone. Listening to the songs on my creative zen reminds me so much of the times we had with you. You watched us grow, and there was just so much that we learnt from you…
hah, Weird. Why clung on to something that is meant to be set free?

To Pecky and Wen Rong. :)

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR PECK JOON AND WEN RONG!

Hahaha. Just nice, both photos you guys have your eyes closed. HAHA. I look unglam too ok! So it’s fair and square. HEH.
I hope you guys liked the mini surprise celebration we had after alumni rehearsal. It was so last minute and there wasnt anything much, but the message behind the whole thing is that, I am so glad we are friends. Good friends. And although you guys always call me a Bimbo, and trick me like nobody’s business, I still love the 2 of you very much.

SEE, I SO SWEET RIGHT. HAHAHAHAHA.

Lots of love,
♥Nisa

There are voices who wants to be heard

There are some things that I can never understand. Things that I used to be so obsesssed and possesive about, well, they’ve cease to matter so much as time goes by. Things that I couldn’t accept back then, are now merely passing in my life. There are people that I once thought I can never forgive, but eventually there just can’t be anyone that one can hate for too long.

Speaking of which, hate is a strong word, but I really do not like you. You’re so bipolar; one moment you’re nice to me, and the next, you can be as mean as an immature devil that anyone can imagine. Notice I mentioned the word immature. At suchan age, I can’t believe that you still do not know how to respect someone else’s interest. While something may be boring to you, it may not be boring to someone else. Whatever that interests you do not interest me, and despite that, i still supported you. And yet, when it comes to me, you openly say out how boring you find my interests in life is. And its not even for once, but all the time. Where’s your sense of respect as a human being?

Not only that, you always make it such that I am invisible. There’s always something or someone else that is better than I am. NOT that I’m saying I’m good or whatever. But seriously, you make my life miserable. I can achieve to be the best student of the year, but i can BET that you will NEVER give me any note of congratulation; HOWEVER if it were to be someone else, you’ll be all,"OMG, you seriously so smart seh!" You alwaysss have to find a way to put me down each day, thinking of it as a joke. Well, guess what? I dont find it funny. At all.

I dont usually blog about people anymore but I just really can’t stand you (and I’m trying very hard to). On a brighter note, you’re making me a stronger person, but I just hope I wont blow up one day.

So please, stop.

For a moment

I was listening to my Creative Zen, thinking about alot of things. I realized it’s time I open up to different chances already. It’s been too long, and I’m being retarded by being all closed up. Hahaha. Oh, I am in love with Tchaikovsky’s 1812 Overture, by the way. Okay, to be honest, each and every of his works that I’ve heard of sounds nice to me. Haha. Just that 1812 Overture is probably one of his best, really.♥

AND I finished watching Mei-chan no Shitsuji already. Two thumbs up, and i recommend all of you to watch it! Hahaha. Haiya, seriously, how perfect can a Japanese Drama boyfriend be? Plus my ♥Mizushima Hiro has such a dazzling gaze. So the ten hours I spent sitting in front of my PC, doing nothing but watching Mei-chan no Shitsuji, was really worth it.

Anyway, in the midst of doing PW’s Written Report and the Malay Cultural Week project, I got bored and decided to simpsonize me.

It feels like I live my life from day to day, hoping maybe you’ll come back.
something is holding me back, something is making me grasp on to this tightly.

New Drama Love

I have a new favourite Japanese drama now- Mei Chan no Shitsuji.
And of course, my beloved, non other than Mizushima Hiro, is in this show.

HAPPY :):)

Rosie dunne

Went out with Aida on Sunday evening. It was an absolutely last minute plan. Most of the pictures I took of her were quite blur, unfortunately. :/ But cant blame me! The camera was quite heavy! HAHAHA. Okay, excuses. HEH.

Anyway, results are out. I think my results were A-OKAY. I’m somewhat satisfied with GP, H1 Maths, and H2 Geography, although 1 more mark and 5 more marks to Geography and Maths respectively would make me a much happier person. Haha. Very disappointed in H1 Malay and H2 Malay Literature though. I’m seeing my marks for malay language roll downhill. Ahh, I shall find inspiration and make my love for malay language bloom once more. I hope.

Currently, I’m doing my research on Hang Nadim for the Malay Language Week. I need to get hold of researches about his biodata, yet all that I seem to get hold of is about how he saved Temasek (now Singapore; but you know that, dont you?) from attack by shoals of swordfishes. How irritating. -.-

Oh! By the way, I thought Red Thread’s ending was quite, hmm, crappy. Hahaha. Okay, I have to admit, throughout the whole “season”, I was very interested in this show such that I tried my best not to miss any episodes. HAHA. Semangat or what! The plot wasn’t too bad I guess, plus there’s Julian Hee in it.

And after hearing much of Izza’s love for Boys Over Flowers, I am now planning to watch it. I hope it will be as great, or even, better, than My Absolute Boyfriend.

Your everyday life stories

I was reading FML when I came across this:

Today, I went on a date with a guy for the first time. We went to Starbucks and got coffee. We talked for awhile, and we weere joking and having a good time. Suddenly, he put his hand on my stomach and said, “soon, this will be plump with my seed.” FML

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA, WHAT THE HELL?! The best pickup line ever. Haha! Freaky much!

River lady

Met up with BFF earlier.

She’s like the twin sister I never had. Oh, I love her more than you love your Twilight Saga.

ANYWAY. Today, was a good day. First block test paper that we got back was H1 Mathematics, and it was good news. And what made the day even better was, after geog lecture, Ms Yeo told me that if she’s not wrong, I did relatively well for my physical geography paper. Oh, PLEASE DO NOT LET HER BE WRONG. Because I heard that the passes for H2 Econs is minor. D:

I’m currently reading Jeff Kinney’s The Diary of a Wimpy Kid 2: Rodrick Rules. And, HAHAHA, ITS SO FREAKING FUNNY, I SWEAR.

Another bright bright note: Weekends are here. YESSAHHH!

Everything was crap

Except you, love.

THIS is what happens when you’re a perfectionist. Oh, I sucked, and it doesnt help that i’m having my period right now. Well whatever the outcome is, I doubt I’d want to retake again (unless of course, if the result totally suck, i.e. C and below), because the same thing will happen again for my malay oral anyway. Oh, goodness. Conversing in malay is probably one of the worst things ever. Whatever happened to my ‘Best in Malay Language’ awards?

I waved goodbye to my distinction, and am clinging on to Merit. Please, let it be a Merit. Please.

Apart from that, I honestly think that there is something wrong with me. Or rather, my body. I’ve been having prolonged periods (it used to be 4 to 5 days, but now its 7 to 9 days). And worst still, after about a week or so, I’ll have my second period. Is my cycle retarded? Should I consult a doctor? Oh, somebody please enlighten me.

ON A BRIGHTER NOTE…

I’M EXCITED FOR TOMORROW. OH, I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. CAN’T WAIT!

:):)

OH-EM-GEE

A levels Mother Tongue oral tomorrow.
*hyperventilates and faints*

I’m so dead. I cant speak malay as fluently as before, for nuts sake! Hence, forget the distinction for oral. Let’s just hope I wont be so silly like how i was during O levels Mother Tongue oral last year. :/ This sucks. I should have the choice as to whether or not I want to take H1 Malay since I’m taking H2 MLL. If only. Then I wouldn’t have to go through malay oral!

Sigh. I shall get a good night’s rest and worry about my life which is crashing and burning later. HA! exaggerated. Life’s A-OKAY right now. Getting busier, REAL busier, that’s all. And, PW still sucks. Very much.

Nightnight (: